[心情]如果
常會有人說，如果一切可以重來的話，不知該有多好？
所以我開始想，如果，這一切都只是場誤會，從來就沒有誰背叛誰？
又或者，我沒大老遠跑到高雄去唸書，沒離開那處處充滿回憶的台北？
如果，我還緊緊牽著你的手，不讓你離開，那麼，這一切，是否都會不一樣…
同學會那天，是你回國兩個禮拜後，我第一次看見你，
我本以為我會崩潰，結果，眼淚只在眼眶裡打轉。
還好，我仍堅守對自己的承諾。
其實我心情並不糟，看見那麼多的老同學，有的只有開心而已。
但是我卻不想在你面前開心，因為那樣會讓我覺得自己很賤；
像條搖著尾巴的狗，只懂得不明究理的，開心的迎接主人。
但其實我真的，真的很開心，看到你。
所以我後來還是找了你，希望可以見個面，聚一聚。
於是我們又像往日一樣，牽著手，陪你走著，逛著，笑著，互相抱著。
我有好多話想說，卻也一個字都不想說，我只想好好看看你。
你說你也還愛我，否則不會讓我抱你，我鼻頭又一酸，在你身後的手摟的更緊。
沒有猜忌，沒有懷疑，我好想說，只要你回頭，我仍然在這裡。
但終究，話還是吞了進去，因為我怕，我怕最後你還是跟別人走。
你離開台灣後不久，有一陣子我常作夢。
夢到大卡車衝向你而來，我奮不顧身救了你，我死了，留下你一個人。
劇情很老套，我也不知道這代表什麼，唯一可以確定的是，我希望你過的幸福。
可能對你來說，我還不夠資格，不夠穩重，不能有錢到讓你天天去作臉。
但是只要你過的好，我想，我可以接受你不愛我。
再過幾個小時，你又要回美國去了。
我不知道你到底認為我們是什麼？
但是算了，至少你說你愛我，我相信你，因為，我真的好愛你。
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引用 [心情]如果 的文章如下 :
如果愛可以找的回,痛苦就不會存在
如果她還愛你,就不應該讓你受盡折磨
唉..
加油阿..大哥..
給你打個氣!
這麼愛她就繼續愛著吧~
活在當下，在意自己當下的感覺和想法就夠了~
不要去想未來會怎樣~
我只能說，真的"世事難料"~你懂我的意思。
沒有絕對答案沒有最高標準沒有任何限制
你懂我的意思的
哇哇哇。。。
難得看到阿貴將"深情"的一面~!!
我是史提芬周的老朋友，給點面子嘛…
貧僧也為性情中人啊…
哈哈~~~
上面這個好笑>.<
阿貴
對自己好一點
別讓她或是你自己...把自己關在逝去的愛情裡
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