犯煙癮
說到是要做到沒錯啦，但是正在興頭上的時候實在是覺得很難受...
還記得那年不用上課的炎炎夏日，朋友說了句「要不要來一根」之後，就染上了這個惡習。
就像初嚐禁果的滋味一樣，新鮮的快感直衝腦門，一旦開始就瘋狂地停不下來。
心裡只有一個念頭：「叼著煙的樣子真是帥呆啦～」...
然後在深夜裡首次因為想來一根而有點睡不著之後，突然驚覺自己似乎有點抽過頭了。
所以在大家正一個接一個像點燃聖火一樣殷切的把煙癮傳播出去的同時，我第一次戒了煙。
數年後，才剛一頭栽進研究生的生活，一個人住在離學校二十分鐘車程的地方，
茫然及不知所措的感覺每天都像是癌症般一點一點地啃食著我的榮耀。
我沒有朋友，沒有目標，沒有錢領，有時候還沒有網路...
於是我走進便利商店，「白當一包！」，噗通一聲又掉進那個煙霧迷漫的世界。
兩年的生活我必須說，用健康賠進去一點也不值得。
在這段期間，心理的壓力及身體的疲累程度都到達了有生以來的最高點。
我告訴自己說：「畢業就戒，這是給自己最好的禮物。」
還好我也謹守這個約定。
「如果連這點小事都做不到怎麼能成大器？」我這樣告誡自己。
但那段日子實在抽得又急又兇，以至於斷糧一個月多一些了，
還是會在靜下來的時候盯著老爸桌上的那包長壽猛瞧，
或是在等人的時候不經意地把手伸進包包裡翻攪才發現已經沒抽一陣子了...
恩，親愛的長輩們，請不要再試著遞煙給我了，我快把持不住了啊啊啊...
就像初嚐禁果的滋味一樣，新鮮的快感直衝腦門，一旦開始就瘋狂地停不下來。
心裡只有一個念頭：「叼著煙的樣子真是帥呆啦～」...
然後在深夜裡首次因為想來一根而有點睡不著之後，突然驚覺自己似乎有點抽過頭了。
所以在大家正一個接一個像點燃聖火一樣殷切的把煙癮傳播出去的同時，我第一次戒了煙。
數年後，才剛一頭栽進研究生的生活，一個人住在離學校二十分鐘車程的地方，
茫然及不知所措的感覺每天都像是癌症般一點一點地啃食著我的榮耀。
我沒有朋友，沒有目標，沒有錢領，有時候還沒有網路...
於是我走進便利商店，「白當一包！」，噗通一聲又掉進那個煙霧迷漫的世界。
兩年的生活我必須說，用健康賠進去一點也不值得。
在這段期間，心理的壓力及身體的疲累程度都到達了有生以來的最高點。
我告訴自己說：「畢業就戒，這是給自己最好的禮物。」
還好我也謹守這個約定。
「如果連這點小事都做不到怎麼能成大器？」我這樣告誡自己。
但那段日子實在抽得又急又兇，以至於斷糧一個月多一些了，
還是會在靜下來的時候盯著老爸桌上的那包長壽猛瞧，
或是在等人的時候不經意地把手伸進包包裡翻攪才發現已經沒抽一陣子了...
恩，親愛的長輩們，請不要再試著遞煙給我了，我快把持不住了啊啊啊...
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